Monday, October 17, 2005

Life's Meaning

I am so sick of people trying to find Life's universal meaning... Don't these people understand that they are actually wallowing in it??? In otherwords, Life's meaning is simply trying to give it meaning. It has none until you live it!!! DUH! (with bucked teeth, squinty eyes, and a shit-eating grin that you just wanna smack) My advice to these people is simple...
Live your life. Do not be a passive player in your own game. Do not leave room to regret. All regrets truly are is they inexplicable sorrow of not being true to one's self. Be true to yourself and you will never have regret in your life. If you are sitting at the "bus stop" of life waiting for the line to take you somewhere, then then you are pathetic. One doesn't wait on life. That is like waiting for a bicycle to ride. It can't do it without YOU!!! Just because other people are sitting in the alcove of what appears to be a bus stop doesn't mean that is what it is. Many people are delusioned in this life. Modern society is a mechanism by which people feel safe in numbers. Safe to what? Safe to stagnate in their life and blow life's meaning on surrounding themselves with trivial prestige items that give the appearance of success and meaning. YOU CAN'T BUY MEANING!!! Louis Vitton is not your friend!!! It may be nice, but beyond that it just sews your eyes shut. Do not be the man in the box! Go do what you want. Be who you want to be because usually that is who you ARE!!! Free your self.
Okay everyone, let's try this: Get up and away from this damn computer... it only tricks you into thinking you have a life. YOU DON'T! So, get up, and get away! Go to the nearest mirror. LOOK AT YOURSELF! SEE YOURSELF!!! EXAMINE WHO YOU ARE!!! IDENTIFY YOURSELF! ASK YOURSELF: What are my flaws? What don't I like? What are my strengths? What do I think about this person I see? YOU CAN ASSUME ALOT ABOUT THE PERSON IN THE MIRROR BECAUSE YOU KNOW THEM INSIDE OUT!!! ARE YOU FREE? ARE YOU HAPPY? If you aren't, why aren't you? What are you waiting for??? (If you find yourself looking over your shoulder at someone else and their eyes catch you and they are looking at you inquisitively and saying, "What?" Then, you might wanna consider cleaning house. Sounds like someone might be holding you back... or you might be holding yourself back through them. Either way, it isn't a good place to be in for either of you. Giving up 100% of yourself for a 90% relationship is 0% correct!!! Never settle!!! No regrets!!!) Anyways, here is the most important exercise...
Are you still in the mirror? If not, drag that ass back over to it. See that person in the frame? That is the person you have been holding hostage by your decisions and delusions. That person will inevitably start disliking you if you don't do right by them. There is only one thing to do... Take a deep breath and think about your dreams. Focus on it. See it until it is vivid. Exhale. Do this for each dream you have. Now... open your eyes and stare your self right in them. Take another deep breathe. Exhale. Take one more DEEP breath, and repeat: "I will set my self free!" Now, do it! Begin small, but do it... DO NOT DO WHAT YOU DON"T WANT TO DO! DO EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO DO! TRUST YOURSELF, YOUR PERCEPTIONS, AND YOUR IMPULSES! LET YOUR HEART LEAD YOUR MIND AND YOU WILL BE LED TO SELF LOVE AND HAPPINESS!!!! JUST REMEMBER TO SET YOURSELF FREE!!!!

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