The Toll of Payment
Like anything else in Life, what you do sets out on a path and moves molecules like dominos around the universe; here I am, thinking I am clever, and end up right back in the receiving end of guilt. I was plagued. Therefore, I plague, causing my parents to be plagued. Now, I am plagued again. The whole karma deal... interesting how quickly it works. My dharma must not be very backed up! LOL For those who know eastern philosophy, you should get a chuckle out of that.
Anyway, the idle mind surely is the Devil's playground... in my situation, the Devil and I are staring at each other on this damn see-saw going up.... then down.... then up.... then down.... I can practically hear the squeak of the ungreased rockerbar! Well, I guess the Devil really got off on my last stunt. I thought I did for a sec. Then, I realized that I was on the ground going, "What the HELL just happened???" I guess I wasn't as smart as I thought I was. Well... was I??? I suppose time has a way of smoothing out the wrinkles.
Anyway, the idle mind surely is the Devil's playground... in my situation, the Devil and I are staring at each other on this damn see-saw going up.... then down.... then up.... then down.... I can practically hear the squeak of the ungreased rockerbar! Well, I guess the Devil really got off on my last stunt. I thought I did for a sec. Then, I realized that I was on the ground going, "What the HELL just happened???" I guess I wasn't as smart as I thought I was. Well... was I??? I suppose time has a way of smoothing out the wrinkles.
posted by virtual madness unleashed at 1:30 AM
1 Comments:
Bro, don't even worry about it. Ya know? Whatever it...move on...don't worry, you're fine. Just do the time and move on. It is only a chapter and this too will pass...don't let other's views bring you down...b/c the only judgement that matters is by you, in the end...so don't let them influence your feelings about yourself or your actions (because we all know we are our own worst critics...so it isn't like your not doing this to yourself already). Be you and that's all...if others want to judge...Fuck em...b/c they are not you and they don't know what goes on inside you and if people don't want to take the time to understand then they shouldn't jump on a judgemental bandwagon only to bring you down emotionally...what is really the point in that and what are they hoping to accomplish??? It is beyond me, How about some support during your dark times??? Isn't that what people do when they love one another??? I guess what I am trying to say is...if someone loves you, they don't have to agree with what you do but if you are going to voice it in an emotionally/mentally hurtful way, then keep your mouth shut...and say something positive instead to facilitate moving forward in a positive way...you can't change the past so why hold it and hold it and hold it....move the fuck on...and be positive and healthy.
You'll be fine, this will pass.
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