Now and Zen

Now I am not exactly the most content person in the world.
Zen it really doesn't matter.
Now I am full of fears and hopes.
Zen there is nothing to fear or hope for.
Now I wish upon every star.
Zen I realize I am a star in a vast space.
Now I want to make myself all I can be.
Zen I am already what I can possibly become.
Every now and zen defines the struggle behind being, not beiing, and being in the world...
Existential dilemma. 2xist
This is not a poem...
This is just a rambling mind at 4:04am...
Now I can't sleep.
Zen I am always awake.